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sajane1729
03 April 2009 @ 07:05 pm
Sikat naman pala tong si idol.=)). pag search ko sa Google madaming lumabas. Not only is he good in Basketball, balita ko rin super bait daw. Madami pala sila and Im so suprised na their names are listed sa internet. This just proves that we have more things to look forward to next school year. Its so refreshing to know that people like them are not known at school and they keep a low profile but now, I know that these people are to look up to. After some research, talk about chills. There’s one particular player who came out in each and every search result *no need to mention*. Nakakatakot yung taong yun. Kelangan talaga abangan toh. Lalo na ang Red Cubs.:P. haha. Anyway, NCAA naman is one of the highlights during your highschool years, days and days of no classes and half day pa. Pero now, I’ll be watching the Cubs, every single match. Mahirap kas palaging natatalo pag nanonood ako so I’ll try my best to reverse my luck.=))
 
 
sajane1729
03 April 2009 @ 07:03 pm

Next thing I knew, he was walking out the glass door, leaving me in awe. That day, we went to the mall after a school activity and there were many of us walking side by side. The guys outnumbered the girls but I had no insecurity, whatsoever when I walk beside a guy because Ive known them for years. There he was, the only guy Im not sure Im happy to be with. He has this weird hairdo and white-like pale skin that I thought at first was a skin infection or something. But they say its just like that because he grew in Canada or Australia, I forgot. He has this taunting black eyes that looked like it doesnt get any sleep at all. What catched me the most was his stare that makes him look like the protagonist from a anime that has a tough shell but soft and gentle on the inside. We managed to go to the arcades and decided to try the karaoke room. We got inside and got pissed that the mic isnt working. Next thing I new, I was looking at the mysterious guy’s reflection through the glass door. I guess It’s just coincidence that the people who sat between us leaned forward to look at the song chart. It felt awkward, I was breathing hard and my heart kept on beating fast. My friends decided to call the staff for help leaving the girls behind. The mysterious guy stood up, and left with the others. As he walked past me, I felt stupid for not talking to him and guilty for wasting the time, that maybe the last one we’ll have together. Three months passed and I was so right. He was on his senior year and busy for exams, ‘never got the chance. But I think now that it’s good. We both got out without nothing to think about and worry about. Once, we were seated, both ends of a karaoke room, Now, I’ll never be able to go across and seat next to him, on one side. The guy is not mysterious, he was my first true love. I thought I was the one who was left heartbroken, but It Is him, to the girl he so much loved.=)

 

( hahaha. FICTIONAL.=)) )

 
 
sajane1729
03 April 2009 @ 07:02 pm
wooh. learned a new word last night and Im happy about it.:P. there’s just one thing Im not happy about, my phone.:(. ewan ko kung anong ginawa ko basta hindi ko na xa ma-silent. Yung alert tone pa man din eh yung ‘Jolene’ na mukang barbie yung boses. Ugh. Dumating na si John Legend. And, hindi nanaman ako nakapanood. If there’s a concert that I wouldnt miss, It would be from Paramore or Evanescence. Another ‘ugh’. Disbanded na kaya yung Evanescence? The last kasi na nrelease is yung Sweet Sacrifice ba yun? ewan ko lang. There’s something about Evanescence na so far, wala pang nkkgawa. But then again, kung all-boy band naman, nothing can compare to My Chemical Romance. Baket kaya mahilig sila sa 3 words; Fall Out Boy, Plain White T’s, 3 Doors Down, All Time Low, Boys Like Girls, Gym Class Heroes, Motion City Soundtrack, The Dresden Dolls, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Ting Tings, at may iba pang hindi ko alam. Whew. Naalala ko nanaman yung Disenchanted. Yun yung pinaka-favorite ko sa MCR. Pero the first time I heard that about 4 years ago, yung piano lang walang vocals. Trying hard ako subukan i-piano yun kaya lang dumating ang landslide ng school works at iba pang problema, nakalimutan ko din. Hahaha.=)). na-LSS na ko sa ‘Jolene’ sa kktunod ng bwiset na teleponong portable. Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene, Im begging you, please dont take my man just because you can, I cant compete with you Jolene, you’re beauty is beyond compare but you dont know what he means to me, Jolene. haha.=). Jolene is an original song by Dolly Parton pero better yung version ni Alexis Grace sa Americal Idol. Baket kaya pag sa ibang bansa yung mga show na ganyan super high rankings pero pag ni-localize na xa walang pumapansin? Ui, may isshare ako.:P. Yung kpitbahay ko, pngalan nya Gerald tapos siguro mga 18-20 yung age nya tapos hindi xa mxdong mtangkad pero appreciated ko na tumutulong tlga xa sa pamilya nya. Naiinggit lng siguro ako kasi wla akong alam gawin para makatulong. Simula nung nakita ko syang ganun, naicip ko lng na maglook-out sknya kasi baka may maisip din akong gawin pero habang tumatagal, lalo lang akong nddepressed. Or siguro yung type na nagtutulungan sila yung naging urge ko. Kagabi umiyak ako. Nakalimutan ko lang kung baket. Tapos yung mga panaginip ko ang wweird. Nagkaron ng giant na caterpillar, tapos npunta ako sa pnahon ng Hapon, tapos yung pnkahuli yung naging cartoons ako. Pero ah, ANLUPET! Isa pang dumagdag sa iniisip ko si Russ at Innah. Tanong ni Russ kung pwde daw kaming magStart over. UGH. Tapos si Innah, pnplit ako dun eh ano ba. Sabe ko nga hindi ko na kayang magbigay kasi tinapak-tapakan na ni Jules yung puso ko(naks:P). Tapos nagagalit pa kasi hndi daw ako ngttext. Hay Russell’O. Masaya na kong hindi nagpapaload kasi nakkpgipon ako. Ansaya-saya pag walang ktext. Feeling ko walang humaharang sa dapat kong gawin pag hindi ko hawak yung teleponong portable na yun. in short, LIFE IS BETTER WITHOUT TEXTS. May isa pa pala akong isshare. Alam nyo nung wala na yung mga 4th year, lagi na kong 5:30 umuwi kasi wala nang gingawa eh. Kame ni Innah, Vince, Kyle, Monte, Ian and Cejalvo. Tapos, si Innah, nandun sa service area, ksma si Ian. Ako naman, kasama ko yung iba pa, tapos nanood kame ng practice ng basketball. Tapos yung isa dun si ano nga…(EUREKA MOMENT)…basta yun, kabatch ko yun eh, taga 20 cguro, sbe nila Cubs n daw yun next year so parang inidolize ko naman kasi magaling nga naman. Simula kasi nung nakilala ko si Eric, yung bestfriend ko dati, ntripan ko na ring mnood ng basketball. Magaling tlga yung taga 20 kaya lang nung nagkataon na ngkasalubong kame, yung tangkad nya parang height ko plus kalahati ng height ko tapos nacurious ako kung ano yung height nun tapos ngtanong-tanong ako pero walang may alam. Kung hindi “BASTA MATANGKAD” yung sagot, “SOBRA” naman. Tapos nagkaron ng time na tumatawa ko ng malakas sa canteen kasi nilalaglag ko si Innah kay Alien Boy tapos sabe nya “Excuse me, Nakita mo si Sofia?”. tapos parang lalon lang lumala yung kagutuhan kong malamang yung height nya eh kasi parang kheight ko lang xa pag nkaupo xa pano pa pag nkatayo diba? Hay. Pero promise, super galing nya. Parang reborn ni Babilonia. Ano kayang pwdeng iregalo sa mom ko… (MOMENT NANAMAN)… hay.
 
 
sajane1729
03 April 2009 @ 07:01 pm
Maybe there’s such a thing as a limit to how much you can love. Naguguluhan na kasi ako. I let him go kasi i thought it was unfair to just let him be na wala man lang akong effort na itry man lang na mgwork toh. I hate myself for not accepting what he had pero i just can take yung guilt na one sided lang tong stupid relationship na toh. But for once, i finally felt what its like and i dont tend to be familliar with it. I suck at things like this. SInce our freshman year, sbe nya love nya ko pero i failed to notice just how much. I hate myself for making him my bestfriend and how much I poured my tears for other guys I loved to him. I didnt see that.. Im happy that he had this one girl he liked and somehow i became concious that he doesnt pay much attention to me so I started feeling so down. hmmm. I guess Im stupidly bland. I have this vision that I love him pero I realized that It’s just friendly love. hayyy. ayoko na. Now he’s making my bestfriend help him in bringing me back pero damn, Im tired. pagod na pagod na ko umiyak at magmahal dahil kay Jules. I cant help but reject his feelings kasi hindi ko na kayang magbigay. The limit has reached its end and i cant take it.
 
 
sajane1729
03 April 2009 @ 07:00 pm
the feeling of liking someone is like seeing them for the first time everytime you see them but skiped the fact that you see him evryday. It’s like when you get a simple little peek at their face and you instantly get happy. It’s like when you in their eyes and wonder in them. It’s like you fuss over a small smile and get’s you worked up. It’s like ignoring all the negative in them and brag about the good in them. But there’s a big difference in liking and loving. There’s more to loving than sacrificing your happiness for their sake. Loving is when you feel guilty everytime they feel sad. It is when you cant focus at a thing while seeing them suffer before your own eyes. It is when everything about him is perfect in your eyes. It is when you let go of the fact that they dont even care that you care. But most of all, Loving is when you lose yourself and everything you have and take in all the pain that it becomes a part of you, It sinks inside and you dont care how hard it gets, it tears you apart until you think it’s all natural and it’s just a part of life. Loving is when you summon all your strength in everything that involves him. Loving is when you treat him as your own, as your friend. It’s not just stepping into others to get what you like want but letting them have what they need.=)
 
 
sajane1729
03 April 2009 @ 06:59 pm

I watched this episode of SNN yesterday and I caught the interview of Ogie regarding something about living-in with Regine V. Im so pissed that he answered the questions like that. There’s this question where he was asked if the rumor is true then he said “No, besides, I really can’t” then the reporter asked him why he can’t do that and he said “Because I can’t”. WHAT KIND OF STUPID ANSWER IS THAT?! of course the reporter already know that he cant so why answer the question ‘WHY’ another he can’t? He thinks that it’s stupid. You know what I think about it? I think that he did that on purpose just because it’s ABS-CBN who took the report and he cares not one bit because all his fans are on the other channel and no one watching ABS would waste their time listening on the useless crap he says. And if ever he’s already stupid by nature, it woudnt make a difference and I think everyone knows now why he was left by his wife.

This is only my opinion so dont piss me off with your stupid side comments.:P. Just Kidding.

 
 
sajane1729
03 April 2009 @ 06:59 pm
it came to the point where I really needed an attitude makeover. Im so weak at things like that. Nakapagtataka nga lamang at gumagana lahat ng kagaguhan ko sa iba. I used to shout at Innah when she’s crying. Sbe nya sa farewell letter nya nung first year kame na nagpapasalamat xa at ginawa ko yun at dahil dun, nagiba xa. Hindi nga lang sigaw ang inaabot nya, minsan binabatukan ko xa or binubugbog ko. Somehow yung method na yun gumagana khet ngkkgalit dn me dhil dun. Im glad. Whew. You know, I really feel the need to mention Jules here. Graduation nila ngayon and Im supposed to be there ushering at Sofitel. I just realized that its been two long agonizing years since I fell in love with him. I thank God and my heart for doing so because it made me realize that the more you want something, the more it’s impossible to get. Since I met him, I want to be a better person not only for him, but also for my sake. Its been so long since I felt the need of seeing him maybe kasi preoccupied lang ako sa school stuff kasi yung last time na nakita ko siya, natakot ako na yun na yung last time na makikita ko xa pero khet ganun, when I saw him in his formal attire,  he also wore that same serious alluring look he had when I first saw him that I fell for. You know, for some he is that ’so-full-of-himself-with-huge-head-filled with pride’ marshall guy, pero hell, I skipped that side of him for two years that Im unable to see what others see and because of my blindness, I’ve loved him for so long that Im unable to stop. Alam nyo, there was this time that I hated him. So much that I cried for something so stupid. When that happened, it was the IAC period of my freshman year and everything was going well with my Committee stuff until there’s this time where I needed to find Almajose, one of my friends at the HQ. I was with Sofia on the second floor HS building and then I heard a guitar playing one of the famous songs then “Your Guardian Angel” by RJA. I went to see it and it was on the stairs when I saw Jules playing and you know what? I hid in the hall until he stopped and ran. I was so stupid.=). I guess Im just a child then. The guitar playing went through my mind the whole day and was so happy that I decided to help out at the HQ until it was late. I was so stiff, so fragile. I looked around to see if Jules is still around and saw him there. It was an uneasy feeling, so irritating, so… There he was, playing the same song, with the girl he loves. I know im stupidly stupidly confident that nothing will come between what I felt but I found myself crying in the girl’s washroom. I hated him then and there just because Im not close enough to him to know this would happen and im so bland to hope for something like that. After the IAC, everyday,  a week, maybe a month, after classes, I go home without any reaction. I always see them together behind the lockers, at the canteen. ENOUGH OF THIS. ayoko na ngang magkwento.=). haha. But if this keeps up, all i can do is sit back and watch, after all, I love him, my priority is what he feels but now that he’s gone, I’ll make the best out of my junior, and senior year.
 
 
sajane1729
03 April 2009 @ 06:58 pm

now, we may not be close or something but whoever happens to read this, I’m glad to share the songs of my mixed life to YOU. Mixed, I say because my life had gone through the up and down loops that they say, and also gone from Zero to almost Hero.:)). Well, even if it’s weird, here it is.

The time I:

  • Learnt a song - “Bakit nga ba” by Roselle Nava
  • Felt the dark side of life - “Swallowed In the Sea” by Coldplay
  • Felt a replayed happiness - “Summer Sunshine” by The Corrs
  • Had an unforgettable fieldtrip - “Shalala Lala” by Venga Boys
  • Came in school late - “Famous Last Words” by MCR
  • Felt the good side of life - “Dead on Arrival” by FOB
  • Fell in love - “Magbalik” by Callalily
  • Was dedicated a song - “Disenchanted” by MCR
  • Felt like shit - “Unbreak my Heart” by Tony Braxton
  • Realized something - “Sa Bingit ng Isang Paalam” by Spongecola
  • Transferred schools - “All the Small Things” by Blink 182
  • Had my first ‘puppy love’ sa SBC - “My Heart” by Paramore
  • Got sooo pissed - “The Right to Write me Off” by Amber Pacific
  • Got Lonely - “Ordinary People” by John Legend
  • Got SUPER happy - “Born For This” by Paramore
  • Heard someone play the guitar on the stairs - “Your Guardian Angel” by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
  • Stalked someone - “Stuck On You” by Paramore
  • Smiled for 5 minutes - “Stuttering” by Mario
  • Suddenly felt stupid - “Run Don’t Walk” by Hey Monday
  • Had a crush on a Basketball Player - “Fell Inlove Without You” by Motion City Soundtrack
  • Loved a Country song - “Jesus Take the Wheel” by Carrie Underwood
  • Loved a musical thriller movie - “A Barber and His Wife” - Sweeney Todd
  • Was typing this - “Diary Of Jane” by Breaking Benjamin

 

Haha. They may not be so compatible but It just came out.:P

 
 
sajane1729
03 April 2009 @ 06:56 pm

Si Barker ay isang barber na before, maayos ang buhay nya at meron xang magandang asawa at cute na babaeng anak named Joanna. Then, may judge na ginamet ang power nya para makuha yung wife ni Sweeney and so tinapon siya sa ocean. After 15 years, bumalik xa as Sweeney Todd and on the verge of revenge with the help of his lover, Mrs.Lovett.  Nalaman nya na ang asaw nya ay tumakbo at hindi na nahanap habang ang anak nya ay nasa kamay nung judge na umagaw din sa asawa nya. For short, obsessed sa beauty yung judge na yun. When Sweeney came by his home, he found the barber knives na gngmet nya ngyon for revenge. Those rich people that are his clients, he slits their throats and releases them to the barber chair contraption that he made. Yung chair na yun eh pag tnpakan nya, yung pnatay nya mppunta sa underground where MrsLovett grinds the flesh of the dead people to make her famous meat pies. (YUCK). and also to dispose the bodies. Sweeney then succeeds to kill the judge and manages to find his pretty wife dead in the underground. He then knew that MrsLovett hid the truth from him and killed her to be his lover. And so,  Sweeney threw mrsLovett in the fire while dancing with her( a great way to kill huh?). And the boy Sweeney and MrsLovett adopted was there, watching the horrifying death of mrsLovett, then slashed the throat of Sweeney while on his arms, lay his long lost beautiful dead wife.

On the other hand, Jane Austen, a promising writer, meets Tom, a man who lives within the walls of his uncle, a judge, and supports his family by giving his allowance given to him by the uncle. They first meet when Jane gave a speech for her sister and Tom came in late and after Jane’s long speech she then notices Tom to be asleep and only came to his sensess while hearing people clapping. They became closer and fell in love. They anly separated when Jane decides to leave Tom because once they are together, Tom cant support his family anymore. She just heard that Tom is engaged. After years, Jane released a novel became known to everyone even to the daughter of Tom which he also named Jane. ayun… Nagkita sila ulet.

kung na- notice nyo prehong may nainvolve na judge. pareho ding sad ending. Nakakainis kasi yung mga taong ito, they deserved a better life than what they had. Even si Sweeney Todd, I heard that his story was only a legend but there are proof that he lived. And hindi naman nla kslanan na they had to make a choice. i hate it when people make stories that doesnt have a good ending. Anyways, buhay naman nla yun. But i can tell na those who will and who watched these movies or read them somewhere, Im sure that they’ll be pissed of with the endings pero they’ll totally agree na maganda sila.:P.

 
 
sajane1729
03 April 2009 @ 06:55 pm

Im so bored to death. sana may pasok pa atleast dun may nagagawa akong maayos. =(. mammiss ko tong tropang bentesdos. sa lahat ng katarantaduhang nagawa namen xempre naging unforgettable din. matapos kame tawaging mga “barbaric people”, tumindi pa ang galet namen sa mga taong gngago kame. Pero atleast sama-sama kame. wala ng gaganda sa year na toh. pag umalis na si Von, Jared, Klint at Nico, malalagas na nga ang foundation ng 22 pero babalik din yung mga yun. sabi nila aabsent daw sila sa first day para mgreunion. bobo tlga ng mga plano nmen. tunog sabog. pero… magbabayad parin kame ng mga nasira namen.=(. awww. kung may sasabihan man ako ng sorry sa kanila,  kay Jared ako mgssorry kasi sa dami ng mga morals na tnuro nya sken, wla akong naibalik.=(. SORRY pre.

anyway, maya nlang ulet.

 
 
sajane1729
03 April 2009 @ 06:54 pm

kanina nung battle of the bands, nastress ako sa kksigaw.=)). haha. ansaket sa lalamunana lalo na nung sumabay kame sa Streamlinw tska sa “Ordertaker” na kinanta ng kaklase kong si Jared. Tapos pinatugtog ng Streamline yung “My Heart” na kung maaalala nyo ay dnedicate ko kay Russ, yung dati kong love interest na ngayo’y bglang nawala kaya oks lang pero nakakatama parin. Nakakainis. Tapos nandito pa pala si “Gao”. tae. akala ko bumalik na sa pinanggalingan nya tapos npikon nnaman si Vince kay Vince kay Russ kaxe kinukulet nnman ako pero sken ok lang kxe ilang beses ko na yun bnusted. juskoo. ansama talaga ng ora ni vince pag tnutukoy ko si Russ. haha. inis na inis sa muka.=)). tangina yan.

sino ba nanalo sa battle of the stuff?. antagal kasi. nagsimula 7 na eh 5 daw sbe nla. tapos 9 daw mtapos eh ako umuwi na hindi oa daw tapos. 10:30 na nga eh. weird ah..

 
 
sajane1729
03 April 2009 @ 06:53 pm
tapos na nga. tapos na. haha.=)). after months and months of school work, narealize ko na bukas na pala yung recognition. hindi ko nafeel yung tapos ng schoolyear kasi sanay na cguro ako pero iba talaga nung mga 3 weeks before today, nung nagiyakan kami ng bonggang-bongga. nakakatuwa kasi hindi ko alam na ganun magreact si Von. alam ko na dati pa emotional si Von pero nun umisa palang iyak na xa tapos nag sunuran na. tapos sinabi ba naman na nkiki-iyak lang kame. tangina mo *. haha. pero xa din umiyak.=). maybe tapos na nga ang magagandang panahon ng samahang bentedos. mahirap din nung nalaman kong lilipat na si Jared. anlaki kaxe ng tnulong sken nun. malaki talaga. kaya nga lalo akong nagmukang bangag pero oks na oks dudes.=)). haha. kakatuwa din naman. ansaya. mahal ko talaga tong tropa ko. hindi nga lang ako makatulog kasi yung mga panaginip ko nkakagago. meron ngang “giant caterpillar”. tae. haha. tntrip tuloy ako ng nanay ko. haha. ang song sa utak ko ngayon ay… I Choose You by Mario.=)). haha. yung lyrics kasi eh. anglupet. nood kayo bukas ng battle of the bands ah. nandun kaxe sna Jared. backup ako.(hehe). 5 daw cmula. pero xempre umaga nandun nako kxe recognition nmen eh, so….see you there dudes and dudettes. goodbye and goodluck sa’nyo.
 
 
sajane1729
07 March 2009 @ 09:54 am
wow.yan kasi ang nangyayari sa mga taong hindi umaatend ng SAP.=)).pero last ko na toh! after nito may clearnce nako.yey!=))
kasama ko si robert.=).ghe.dami ko pang gagawin.maya ulet.
 
 
sajane1729
23 February 2009 @ 06:11 pm
redaing christ commission and thief lord at the same time and my head's goin jiggy.=)).awwww.cant stop laughing.im watching pink panther 2 now.=)).haha.insanity.and videio editing for the documentary for tle.haha.ok lang naman kxe im listening din sa Hey Monday. ang ganda ng vocals nila pero yung lyrics maxadong mababaw parang katulad ng secondhand. ang tamang lyrics ay yung parang sa All TIme Low, FM Static, Fall Out Boy and sa local scene maganda ang sa Spongecola and 6cycle mind. Pero nothing compares to the most insane lyrics of Paramore. they've got pretty much evertything. good vocals, good arrangements, instruments and yung lyrics nga. parang ganito:

" and when i caught my self i had to stop myself from saying something that i should've never thought of you, oh you, you're pushing and pulling me down to you but i dont know what i want. ( I Caught Myself by Paramore)"

that was the reason i became a solid fan of theirs. i want lyrics and not poser poses and statements. *clapping*.
 
 
sajane1729
23 February 2009 @ 07:28 am

drei gave me my first ever ring of hope. haha. thats what we call it. kxe dte binigay ko yung ring ko kay drei nung unang heartbreak nya sa gf nea.=)).tapos ngayon ako naman yung binigyan nya. kxe nga dahil dun.lagi ko xang naiiyakan pero ok lang yun malamang mabibigyan ko nnman xa ngayong year.=)).haha.hope the ring works. i desperately need a miracle.

 
 
sajane1729
19 February 2009 @ 06:50 pm
ive been telling you that im still trying to forget jules before i go crazy right?well..........im doing it for real na!=)).kanina,natempt ako to go 5:30 for practice but just because i saw him.:).but i went the other way. i went home early na with kevin.joseph and jay.=).nakakatuwa din kxe im proud na im starting to do what i shouldve done a long time ago so im really on it.but anyways, im talking na again with innah after 4 days that never seem to stop. well, we've got new addictions now, during lunch times, the girls of 22 and the other guys that kinda sawsaw go music marathon. kahapaon aegis and today mga oldies.=)).haha.sana bukas mga newbies naman. haha. nakakaigno lang.

theres one problem lang, hindi parin yung pag aasar samin ni gatapia na nakakashit. parang tanga lang.pag nagkasalubong kme sna jay and ronald lageng ng 'gawwwwwwww' na nakakaharot. hay nako. dati ok pa sana kxe di pko mxdong pikon pero ngayon shit! nakakagago na.neweiz. this ends right here and now and start watching american idol and read the Thief Lord and other stuff i need to do. and ohyeah, 3 subj lang bukas so i'll go partying in my sleep.goodbye.
 
 
sajane1729
yesterday, i left Jules and every memory i have of him under the firework-filled sky of the grounds of SBC Mendiola Campus. After i said "GOODBYE JULES", there were tears that never seem to stop. walang tatalo sa feeling na yun. sinabi nga ni peeya na mahirap. after all, Jules has been a part-a very large part of my life. i've loved him and cguro weird kxe hindi naman nya ako pinapansin and hindi kami close and hindi nya ko EVER kayang mahalin and i know inside that this stuff was just a one time stuff and mawawala din toh. and the weird part is...i cant make myself fall away from him. i cant just fade away na parang walang nangyari. you know what the other weird part is? pnprepare ko na ang sarili ko na pag nakita ko xa dun, wala akong mararamdaman. and you know what happened? after isang ikot sa campus and met with daniel...nakita ko xa pati si kareen..magkasama...masaya...nagtutulakan...masaya.



ang ironic naman. sabi nga ni daniel kaya ko daw...sabi naman ni innah..masaket daw yun para saken..
hindi ko kayang magreact kasi who am i to care naman. after all ng saket sa loob, i managed a smile.

and dumating yung moment na masyado na.
..goodbye..kaya idol ko si kevin naval eh.ang galing magdeny.pero tuwing magkaharap ko xa o kausap ko xa, nakikita ko yung nararamdaman nya kay jocel.cguro kaya ko nakikita yun kxe pareho lang kami.pero iba talga xa.ang galing talaga..


SANA PAGPASOK KO BUKAS MA-AMNESIA AKO OKYA NMAN I-DISABLE NA NI LORD YUNG FUNCTION NG PUSO KO...
 
 
sajane1729
18 January 2009 @ 05:21 am
hay.nagsearch lng ako sa youtube ng CSI tapos nkpanood nko ng episode kung saan napatay si Warrick Brown.:(.ohdamn.nkklungkot.ang to thinj na sa next 18 minutes hdi nagpakita si Grissom sa sobrang lungot.:(.ohgod.i'll finish watching it  nah then i'll post another one of how it goes ok?.
 
 
sajane1729
30 December 2008 @ 10:46 am
its been 4 days since i've started reading The Devil Wears Prada. i know somehow you've heard of this kasi diba movie toh? dun sa major motion picture, starring dun si Anne Hathaway as Andrea and of course, ang nightmare ni Andrea na si Meryl Streep as Miranda Priestly. story ito ng isang aspiring writer na pumasok sa fashion industry para matupad ang pangalan niya. 6 months after Andrea graduated, she moved to the Big Apple(shit.muntik ko nang malagay Adams Apple!) to work for Runway magazine as Miranda Priestly's personal assistant and everyone always says to her that she has a job that a million girls would die for  but for her, it has just been a hell. ayokong ikwento lahat kasi...(hindi ko pa tapos basahin.) hindi ko napanood eun sa movie house. and sabi ng friend ko its better to read it because the juicy details are desperately deleted from the movie. page 129 palang ako out of 480 or so pages. wala pa dun ang 2 covers,title page,acknowledgements,dedications,title page ulet na may pangalan na ng author,isa pang title page na may pangalan ng publication house at ang permission acknowledgements. xempre hindi ko na binabasa ung boring na parts. i've written so much stuff na hindi ko na tatalakayin dito. simula pa nung grade5 ako, ive made up my mind to take up Journalism. but now, i think i like both Journalism and Law. nung course exams namin, nilagay ko Engineering (ang bobs ko rin eh.anlayo sa gusto ko?). bigla kasi akong napressure at eun ang nasulat ko! pero pag retake ko next year, im sure ang course choice ko ay Law AND Journalism. tinanong ko na sa mom ko kung pdeng after taking up journalism, maglLaw ako kasi ang alam ko mas matagal ang Law so i wont take so much time to find a job while taking up Law (mom ko lang ang tinanong ko dahil nga diba xa lang ang kasama ko.dad ko nasa iba.). bahala daw ako. but maybe in the future, magiba din kasi 2nd year palang naman ako.:)).
 
 
sajane1729
17 January 2008 @ 10:29 am
shake it,shake it,shake it. haha. i'm looking for a new book to read and im planning on buying Confessions of a Shopaholic. they say it's cool but i'll try it. sa totoo lang, i dont really like twilight. mas mganda at original ang idea ng harry potter. kasi npka ironic nman na right after nilabas ang iba pang vampire stories, there comes twilight na mas mkpal lang at mas mganda lang cover. ever heard of Vampires and Werewolves? its better like 10000000x. it's just that Stephenie Mayer inflicted the Bella-Edward love story on it so everybody likes it. i like The Time Traveler's Wife ba eun? i like it. kya lang npakamahal nea.:). gosh. why am i talking about things...like that?. hahah. past,pasta,pasta. i lovvvveeeee pasta.:).
 
 
 
 

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